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Im made of flesh & blood too;Tuesday, August 18, 2009 Tuesday, August 18, 2009That pain everlasting' Im a human too just like you. I've feelings too. LIKE DUHS... Im a normal girl,living in this normal world,leading a normal life,having a normal family & wanting normal friends. Before you do anything, can you like for once spare a freaking thought for me? Just a freaking thought, is it so difficult? yeahhh, its difficult for you alrighttt? Understand me for once, okay? Just this once & i wont expect anything more. Im flunking my studies like hell, and you're there passing every single pathetic subjects with flying colours. I've enough of you flooding me with qns. I just cant open my eyes wide & stare as i flunk my 'O's & just wave goodbye to my dream JC. I cant, i just cant. I cant let my dad down after all his making clear of the expectations of me. I cant let my mum just lost all hopes on me. I cant let the 2 dearest persons who have been feeding me for 14++ years down. I cant even bring myself to imagine their faces when i flunk 'O's. For them, I'll buck up. So, please stop messing up my life. I wish that my life is like a cassette, that i can rewind it anytime by just popping it into the player. Insert.close.play. But my life isnt like that, it might be like a book, written. Published. Thats it. The author which is yours truly is a lousy author. I think that line explains the whole concept of my life. I guess its time to change my display picture & screen saver of my phone. Its a big big world out there. Its truly is. At last, i understand what is the word "selfish". |
