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When will you realise,Monday, August 17, 2009 Monday, August 17, 2009Ammonium.Potassium.Sodium. 很多事情变了 I tried changing myself, for the sake of you, for the sake of me, for the sake of her. I tried to save the siuation from silence today, as usual i failed. Im sorry for being unable to change myself to suit the now you. Im certainly am. I promised myself not to let my tears fall for you agn. I see no point. You shld promise yourself not to get affected by me agn. :) Looking back few years down the road, i bet no one knows that we were once best of friends. I bet no one knows we once share everything under the sun with each other. Those memories, those secrets, those little jokes, those crazy laughs seem so far. Im tired of chasing after them times and times. & i know im never gna catch them anymore, from the time, you and i let them go. Im tired of running the race myself, with no one to pass the baton on. I believe if this belongs to me, it'll come back eventually. If it dont, its just fate. I did told myself to that; to take the risk & wait. but the result is so unperdictable. I saw you struggling there for that big event, i hope & pray that you pass that big race of yours once & for all. I had seen you ran that race. who will see me run my big race & be beside me? No one. I cant just find anyone to replace you in fact no one ever will. I gna run the race myself and i will conquer. Im prepare to keep every memories of ours deep down in my heart & never bring up agn. Trust me, im prepared this time. You mean lots to me once. There. its gone like wind; like lightning. I'll trade anything for that back. I.feel.like.some.idiot.out.there. Like some retardedly slow freak that cant get facts into the mind. 我现在才发现， 变的人不是我， 而是你。 |
