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in search for hope.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009 Wednesday, August 05, 2009



Im super.duper.tired,
so it take away my mood to blog.

Im not someone super that can make the world go square;
Im not someone with no feelings that you can rant on;
Im not someone who is heartless to leave my friends there;
Im not someone that goes law by law;
Im not someone who see a mistake & leave it there;
Im not someone that is cool;
Im certainly not.

Since you dont even bother,
what rights do you have to expect that
i would bother?
Im gna wash my hands off this.

Maybe im sick,
not physically but mentally.
Like when will it heal?
Idk,
someone give me a hint please.
plus im searching for something so simple
but it seems so far away.
HOPE.
The feeling of finding it from nowhere.
pop out by magic perhaps?
digggg it out perhaps?
steal it from someone who has excess of it perhaps?
grow it perhaps?
beg for it perhaps?
buy it perhaps?
Anyone has hope for sale?
lelong lelong! ._.

anyway thanks to peeps who cheer me up.
celestia, jerermy TLC (turtle learning craps), hazzry
& lots more people.
Super.large.huge thanks to uncle!
niecelovesuncle.

BEEP.BEEP.BEEP.BEEP
everything seems fine till the last minute. ):
Why you always like to create trouble for us?
Everything we do seems so wrong in your eyes,
you're forever wanting us to do stuffs your ways.
Im sick of these rules,
thats it.

Okay,
Im being a coward by not daring to open my
mouth & ask you to see my performance.
I know i want you there,
but the words dont come out on its own.
I need courage; if only you understand.
How much i want to see you among the audience
cheering. Just how much.
I cant make you understand.

my throat is hurting me,
i assume i saw blood coming out. xD
& for your information,
I passed both of my physics tests. :/

Last thing,
i hope the next sentence is true.
imy.