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Let me hear you call my name.

S. yanhong ♡

Hello, Im yanhong! :D Im a girl (DUHHHH) but obviously, i dont like pink/ barbie dolls/ cooking toys/ princess make up/ fairy tale clothes cause they're way way too girly and of course im way way too cool for them. I ♥ my very very own awesome/ cool/ fabulous/ manitactic/ monsterous/ retarded/ horny/ loud/ fattttt friends. I've a rocky sister called hweeeeee (Mushroom head) but only i can call her mushroom head. If you ever dare to call her what i call her, i'll deliever a punch in your freaking face. Im so in love with robots in any shapes and sizes. I love to stare at certain people especially adults , cause they are so facinating! I love to roll my eyes in a fast mode everytime i hear sick jokes. I love to bite people too, but only those tasty ones. I love to roar, scream and make psycho noises. I LOVE TO EAT! :) I love the 4th of december & to capture moments that I can keep etched in my heart. You won't understand me till you talk to me.

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There's no happy ending.
Jolly well keep out.
accepting.
NO. 1 NCO DARLING! *kisses*
much a difference made.
For Her
Who are there when you need them?
Our love isnt small.
Clique Day Out ♥ (해운대)
Finally its over,

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Thank you for fighting for me.
The very least i should said just now is a "Thank You".
but the word just got stuck there in my throat.
Prehaps too stunned/shocked/upset/delighted.
i cant managed to describe how im feeling at that moment.
Just a few mintues, it can reduced a friend to tears.
Both of us were there sitting in front of him,
waiting for the sentence to determine our fate.
I was certain that both of us will end up in the same class.
In the end,i get to stay in that combination without her. ):
you know what, i got no more confidence doing you proud.
i fear i fail your strong believe in me.

At that point of time,
I was desperately searching for someone to share my joy,
but the sad thing is, no one is there at all. No one.
At that moment, i felt so alone.
All my happiness simply go "poof" in the air & disappeared.
I searched for you, that famailar body shape, you aint there.
you waved goodbye after you got your result slip.
I searched for her, that mushy voice, she isnt there.
She's still at home.
I searched for them, those who called themselves my close friends.
They seem to be in their own world, chatting happily.
Well, i shld not disturb hahs.
So i went away, head down & no one seems to notice nor care.
I searched for the 'older' one, that tied-up-high hairband,
guess what, neither is she there.
with tense feeling in the air,went away in her dad's car.
For once, i got the urge to dial mom's & dad's phone numbers,those that i memorised by heart.
i didnt dial, because i know i'll get those answers again.
Always the same meaningless answers. Answers that i dread.
To them, im just a problematic kid with major issues that they cant solve.
A kid that only creates trouble/anger/is stubborn/not in the right state of mind.
I protray myself that way.
I stop bringing them happiness since sec 1. Nothing i do please them.
I stop telling them all my achievements, my aces, my dreams.
they will simply laugh it off.
I can tell you, till now they still dont know im the band major.
I dont intend to tell them in the very first place.
I bet my life on this, they wont give a damn.
The most i get is a okay coming out from my mom's mouth.
I gave myself sensible reasons that they are just busy. Thats all.
Sensible explanations like deep down they care but they didnt know how to show it.
Half the time, I numbing myself in the books. At least, no interaction is needed.
& the rest, i dont bother sharing my happiness.
Pretty certain on the fact that they wont understand any single bit.
For that slight second,
suddenly i got the feeling the world close down on/abandon me.

As long as i dont abandon myself, my world still goes round.
Its not difficult being happy, whereas its difficult trying to feel the real happiness. :}